suddenly emo-ing

suddenly, I feel emo.
okay. I know I ain't suppose to have all these sort of negative feelings in me de.
but I promise that all of them will be gone,
by the time i complete this entry.
wanted to type this entry in chinese de.
but my laptop lacked the software.
Sad-ed

been thinking quite abit for the past few weeks.
I'm aware of my unreasonable possessive-ness and jealousy.
but I am putting in extra effort to not them get to me.
it's not easy; but I am trying.
and I know, you're worth the effort (:

the other day, was chatting with one of my og guys,
jus random chatting.
He and his girlfren are like together for five years already, gg on to the SIXth.
and he was like asking me, "envious of me right?"
Somehow, I don't know what gave me the confidence to give such a reply,
"No. 'Cause I can see myself lasting that long and even longer. "
Weird as it seems, but I did.
:)

okay. have to do business computing hmwk now.
total sian-ness.
now that sounds like what I'll say (: